i hate u dude

nothing to write tonite .. hm .. nothing special about him tonite .. juz very broken heart wif him today .. yeah bicth !! i know u r going back to ur home town .. but remember .. i adew aty n perasaan .. i'm still alive ..! i'm not dead yet !! i doing averything for u bicth ! it's not to hard for u do wat i wan ..! i juz wanna u beside me yesterday .. is that very hard for u ? why dude ?! yeah!! i know i'm not that perfect as ur mom .. but pls .. i don't wanna be as perfect as ur mom .. i juz wan u accept me as ur family .. it's so hard for u .. plz dude .. don't find me n pls leave me for these 1 weeks holiday .. i need my own time for me to think bout us .. i hate u damn much dude .. but i always love u bicth .. hm.. bye3 for now .. :(