i love you sgt

well ,, salam .. dear darling Zulfakhri .. yes!! i hate u !! but u know wat? i love u n need u .. really need u .. yes! i'm mad of u .. but i really care bout u .. dear ,, why don't u understand me ? did u know i hate all that ? never ? dear ,, i can't cry of u anymore .. i'm sick of u .. single life is better for me .. i'm too young for u .. so , leave me .. pls leave me